The Circle, the Grit, and Getting Your Name Back
September 10, 2025
Reclaiming your story while you’re still rebuilding.
If Blog 1 was about being stuck in the middle,
and Blog 2 was about finding happiness when the picture doesn’t match the promise,
this one is about something deeply personal:
Getting your name back.
Finding your people.
And building the grit to keep going.
When Your Name Comes With a Disclaimer
There’s a quiet kind of loss that happens when other people start telling your story for you.
When you don’t speak, they fill in the blanks.
They decide what your decisions meant.
They decide what your collapse says about your character.
They decide what your name now represents.
And one day you realize:
Your name no longer stands alone.
It comes with a disclaimer.
“Tonya? Oh…isn’t she the one who…?”
“Didn’t she have that situation with…?”
Even if people don’t say it out loud, you feel it.
Rooms shift.
Energy changes.
Opportunities get quieter.
When your name has to walk into a room with a disclaimer, something in you wants to shrink. Your confidence goes quiet, and that silence speaks louder than anything you post or say.
Getting Your Name Back
Getting your name back is not a public-relations campaign.
It’s an inside job.
It looks like:
Telling the truth about what happened
Owning your part without carrying everyone else’s
Being willing to apologize where needed
Refusing to live forever as the worst version of your story
When you don’t tell your story, you hand other people the pen.
You let their version become the “official record.”
Reclaiming your name means saying:
“Yes, this happened.
Yes, I made mistakes.
Yes, there was harm and loss.
And also—this is not the end of my story.”
You cannot control every narrative.
But you can refuse to live in hiding from your own name.
The Circle That Holds You and Checks You
You cannot rebuild your life, your name, or your joy in isolation.
You can numb yourself alone.
You can scroll alone.
You can overwork alone.
But healing?
Healing needs people.
The kind of circle I’m talking about is not a fan club.
It’s an accountability circle—small, honest, and brave.
These are the people who:
Love you enough to sit with your pain
Respect you enough to tell you when you’re wrong
Believe in your calling but do not idolize your title
Remind you of both your responsibility and your identity
They’ll say:
“Tonya, you need to go make that right.”
and also
“Tonya, you are more than your worst chapter. Get up.”
Happiness grows in that tension where grace and accountability live together.
Forgiving Yourself & Remembering You’re Wonderfully Made
At some point in this process, you have to do something that might feel harder than any legal fight, financial rebuild, or public apology:
You have to forgive yourself.
Not in a cheap, “it’s fine” way.
In a deep, honest way that says:
“I did not like who I was in that season.
I hurt people. I hurt myself.
But I refuse to stay chained to that version of me forever.”
Then you begin to practice something else we aren’t taught enough:
Loving yourself again.
Not the polished, performing version of you.
The healing, humbled, growing version.
You remember that you are fearfully and wonderfully made—
even with scars, even with mistakes, even with chapters you wish you could rewrite.
Grit, Greatness, and the Middle
It’s easy to talk about “grit” on a panel.
It’s different when grit is the only thing getting you out of bed.
Grit is:
Showing up again after public loss
Facing people you disappointed and choosing honesty over excuses
Staying soft-hearted when you have every reason to harden
Continuing to build when you feel like people are watching to see if you’ll fail again
And here’s the truth I hold onto:
Grit is often born in loss.
Success is shaped and refined through failure.
We don’t come from nothing.
We come from greatness.
From people who survived:
Systemic barriers
Broken systems
Bad contracts
Quiet shame
Limited options
…and still managed to love, laugh, and build.
If they could find joy in shotgun houses, small apartments, and restart after restart,
we can find joy in our in-between places too.
Tapping into greatness doesn’t mean pretending everything is okay.
It means remembering who you are while you’re walking through what is not.
Choosing Happiness in an Unfinished Story
So how do you move forward?
You start small:
Tell your own story—even if your voice shakes.
Let the right people close enough to both comfort and correct you.
Forgive yourself for not being where you thought you’d be by now.
Thank God for what didn’t fall apart, not just what did.
Celebrate tiny wins: one honest conversation, one repaired relationship, one step toward making something right, one new opportunity.
And every day, you remind yourself:
“My story is unfinished.
My name is not canceled.
I come from greatness.
I am allowed to experience joy, even as I rebuild.”
Getting your name back isn’t about erasing what happened.
It’s about owning it, learning from it, and letting it become the foundation for the woman you’re becoming.
The middle is where:
The blueprint is rewritten
Your name is reclaimed
Your grit is formed
Your joy becomes rooted, not fragile
And that, all by itself, is a powerful place to be.
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